1st Day of School

Today will be Trey & Spencer's 1st day of school for the 05-06 school year. I think I am more anxious than them. I know the drill, same teacher as last year and the whole bit. I get really anxious because I want so desperately to help Trey Spencer and Mila flourish and develop academically, yet I get SO overwhelmed because I don't know the 1st thing about kids much less special needs kids.

I am happy to see that Ms. Elsner will have some great things for the kids like the board maker, communication folder, all the laminated pictures and everything. As I said before, I get so overwhelmed with everything because I know the kids need mom & dad, but they've just got mom right now. All the meetings, activities and appointments I go to for them there is both parents participating and in attendance for the other students and I'm juggling 3 by myself. The boys get really confused when the whole family tree session in class comes about. I try my best, say tons of prayers and just love them with all my heart. Even since Trey has decided that he doesn't want to communicate, I have to step back and just look at that curly head and big brown puppy dog eyes & remember that he is just a baby.